New website!!! https://queenjennyxoxo.wordpress.com/ I had 20K+ Tumblr followers, but now I'm here for reasons I'm sure you all understand. I'm QueenJennyXoXo there as well if you wanna follow me for more of my long form erotica, all based on my actual life and relationship. So I could just write something generic here like "20 year old white female who has a boyfriend and loves BBC", but let me get real with you... Hi, my name is Jennifer, but everyone calls me Jenny. You'll notice after reading a few posts of mine that I am a white female who loves black men, and not just their big black dicks! I have a boyfriend of over five years that I'll be marrying when he finishes college. He's 21 and white (Italian/Irish). I love him more than anything in the world. He's sweet, loving, sensitive, caring and kind. However, in the bedroom I need something more, something different and nearly the complete opposite of who and what he is. Sometimes I wish I didn't, but it's true. I like men who exude confidence, who are aggressive both in and out of the bedroom, who are fit and hung. My boyfriend is just five inches when hard. I can't have an orgasm with him by penetration. I started realizing that was a real problem about a year into our relationship, but I thought it was my fault. I started trying new positions and watching porn and even threw in some dirty talk, but I found that the best sex I was having was when I was alone and fantasizing about different men. Around that time, a few of my friends and one of my sisters had been going with black guys and they made sure to tell me just how amazing they were in bed. I thought they were over-hyping it just to make me jealous until I started seeing the pictures they took with them and then I discovered interracial porn. That's when I knew I was hooked. I knew then that I needed to try it, even just a single time. I didn't want to cheat on my boyfriend, but I was willing to if that meant satisfying my curiosity. Then I discovered tumblr and it changed the way I viewed everything through cuckolding and interracial captions/stories. What was incredible to me was how many men out there that were actually supportive of this! Crazy, I know. I read their messages and saw their responses to posts and thought that maybe my boyfriend could be into it like them. I started posting my own thoughts and questions around that time. I talked about the ten inch black toy that "broke me in" and then how I brought this all up to my boyfriend and eventually got him on board with letting me try the real thing. From that point on I've shared my thoughts and experiences on my blog, Twitter (QueenJennyXoXo) and the website I listed above, and even started a Patreon where I post every day like an online journal. I like to think of this online community as my secret little garden... a forum to discuss things that most people wouldn't dare speak of out there in the real world. The most important thing I've learned through all of this is that we don't all like the same things, we don't all fit into neat boxes that others wish you could be locked in where no one can hear you scream! We are all unique, we all feel what we feel and want what we want—who cares why... Whatever your kink is, embrace it. You can hide who you are sexually to people you know, because sometimes that's best, but NEVER hide who you are from yourselves!! Thank you for reading and following me on my journey. XoXo Jenny https://www.patreon.com/queenjennyxoxo
